Uninspired and Unmotivated
March 27, 2011

Note mine: found through GoogleIt’s just been one of those days. I woke up at 2:30 in the afternoon, decided I didn’t want to leave my room before dinner, and texted one of the RAs to ask if I could bring the pagers down for her at 5. I then proceeded to play LoL on my computer, take a shower, and down some oreos. During this time I thought about cleaning my room, about doing some psych reading and preparing for my midterm on wednesday, but I didn’t.

Then I got dressed, dropped off the pagers, and got dinner with Matt. It’s our monthiversary but we just grabbed food at the DFC. Nothing special, nothing fancy, neither of us were in a huge mood to go out. Let’s face it, we’ve been forced to eat out all week since the dining hall is closed during Spring Break.

Flash forward a few hours and I’ve taken a food coma nap and finally going out with Minnie to play squash. Thank goodness we caught someone at the Pro Shop to buy an extra pair of glasses, and the RSF only had one good racquet so we also played with one with a broken string. Good workout, first one I’ve had in…..a while.

Now, the ultimate plan was to do something productive tonight. I wanted to finish one or two reviews for my blog, and maybe do some room cleaning. At least go to bed early, or put a few things away, or something. Nope. Didn’t do any of that. Sat staring at my computer for a while….writer’s block. Thought about cleaning but I was too tired. Somehow decided I didn’t want to go to bed either, that was too boring. Played more LoL. Started at computer a bit longer. Checked FB for the 40th time today.

Where did it get me? 2:16 am, staring at this rambling mess I’ve just written, wondering what the hell I did with my day. Still gotta finish that blog stuff this weekend, study for my midterm on Wed, clean my room, catch up on sleep, and generally take better care of myself. Blegh.

Advertisements